been lost me

yur not realizin yur losin me; im disappearin, im strayin 2wards saftey
bc i rlly feel dat yur not safe 4 me
4 da only thing i cud possible do....is let go EMOtionally (E.J.)
no longer lost in yur temptation, its not yur werds dat bind thee;
da lost love of a juliet tainted, it was at her own poisen dat she died
i cud neva be thy romeo, n 4 yu my heart has died 1 last tyme
how does it feel 2 lose yu?...my love yu neva truly had me/
i am not yur jaded prize n i need no more 2 call my own
keep ya precious jewels, bc my diamonds are all fulled up/
beauty was yur curse, so i walk da world blindfolded
4get wat yu saw in dese shy eyes bc dey died at da death of ya pain
memories lose dere meanin ova tyme
so i sit n watch da clocc as da days go by
n each part of my heart where yu reside
....crumbles n fall 2 da ground/
i kissed da ground dat yu walked on, so may yu fall thru da craccs;
i embedded yur name into my arm, so may my blood run dry;
i purified my heart w/ yur love, so may i die of a stroke,
n da very lips dat sed i love yu, may it betray me n hav me choke/
i am no longer yur martyr, so may my worships be ya curse
4get evry poem, 4get evry letter, 4get evry love makin so intense
bc even at da moments where i had yu in da palm of my hands,
we still cudve neva been;
yu were my world of bein n i was jus yur playful sin;
so hey, my queen fine... i giv in..
i kiss ya ass n giv it all 2 yu...yu got wat yu wanted, im gone...yu win : )